I am so looking forward to the day that our souls meet each other..

It excites me...

It scares me...

I have butterflies...

I become shy...

Love is not scary to me...loving a soul embodied in a male human body is scary to me.

These types are characterized as 'simple'

I guess since I'm complex that simplicity is strange and very unknown to me....an enigma that I can not figure out

Or maybe I haven't come across the right enigma!

Maybe Everything I am going through is to elevate my vibration to a level that I can't even see...can't even think about....

Dreaming of past lives is so interesting...I realize I have always been a seeker!

Seek the meaning in everything

I have come to a realization that I truly feel that my soul is here on earth for a purpose...I feel that deeply in my heart.

There is so much work to be done in this world...finding out what you are supposed to do can feel like a job in itself sometimes

Constantly diggining deeper and trying so hard to connect with your core (your soul) to get the answers you so crave

realizing that NOTHING on this planet can cure that crave

I want so badly to go higher...I want so badly to feel a true deep connection to something...someone...A SOUL

Where is my Soulmate? I often think of ....wondering where....how....when will we meet?

WHY am I here?

WHO believes in my soul to carry out a mission?

WHAT is my purpose...here on this mysterious and broken earth?

WHEN was my soul created?

HOW will I make it through this rough world when my peaceful home is calling me?